So I am having trouble at the sites. How much of this is me not being able to work in this type of environment and how much of this is me learning in my own way and rhythm? People in the business (doctors and nurses) have told me to not let them make me quit. They have advised me to keep soldiering on. This may be the one thing I'll be grasping onto now. Needless to say I have been having my own doubts. I still see myself at the end of the summer picnic, maybe. This is odd. On a bicycle none the less. This would be a very welcome message.