I've been contemplating the adage "do that which you fear", or something like that. Well that would be going back to school, full time, at my age while also trying to support myself and pay for school. Mark Twain said, "Do the thing you fear most and the death of fear is certain." I'm not sure what I fear most but the school scenario certainly makes me pause.... I don't have an oracle right now but maybe that is the plan. I don't even let myself in on that. Career counseling goes so far and then I'll need something akin to a vision quest. No more being lazy.